May 2010
1 post
October 2009
2 posts
Friends
This show. Is honestly my favorite show. If this was the only show that was on tv I would watch it everyday. When I watch this show I think of my future and how I want it, and when will i get there after college. Think about it, yeah it’s only a tv show but they honestly live thee life. I want this life. Their no longer in school, they have started their careers, well Joey kinda has...
Wow.
It’s crazy how things can turn on you so fast. I felt like everything was going good. Nothing to worry about. Then it kinda just hits you all at once. It’s almost as if nothing can always be good for so long. There always seems to be a downfall to your uprising. Seems like something will always stop you from feeling good. Even the people that you think are most happy have something...
Cold.
I love the current weather. Cold, it seems depressing but for me it makes me happy, calm, relaxed, I love it. I put on my Jack Johnson and Jason Mraz cd’s along with a few others, and I’m good. This weather makes it easier to nap. I always love taking pictures when its cloudy. It’s that time when you get to actually settle down and just sit and cuddle with someone and talk. Talk...
September 2009
10 posts
Tired.
I’ve found myself to be more and more tired everyday. It slowly got to me. I find myself wanting to sleep the moment I get home, but I can not for I have many things to do. I feel as if there is not enough time in my day I become over whelmed and finding no time to do things and having to worry. But yet I can find time to come onto here and tell you about ha. I’m not only tired...
ahhcck
I know what I want. But searching for it will get me no where, but being impatient doesn’t help me either. Why do I feel for it that so much. It’s coming to that time of year again, and it’s the time of year when it’s perfect to have this. That other someone. That one you can just “hey lets stay in and watch a movie” Then you just chill, or cuddle or do whatever...
Guards
We all usually have our guards up. Whether it be a strong one or a weak one. We all have one, it’s just a matter how easy we let someone in, or if we should or not. A lot of us usually keep it up in fear of getting hurt very easily. But there always seems to be that one person that assures you that it’s okay, that we have nothing to fear, they wouldn’t do a thing to cause us to...
Struggling.
Recently I’ve been having a hard time adjusting to this new college thing. How to be responsible for myself, having to do things for myself, having to tell myself what i need to do. It sucks, it’s a struggle. I’m just constantly worrying because I am not doing what I need to get done. These last couple days it hit me. I just needed to sack up and get my priorities straight. I...
“I’m not saying it was your fault...
Wondering...
I find myself wondering. Wondering a lot. I always wonder if I could go back and do something different or just not at all, I wonder if things would be different I wonder how things would have changed. I catch myself zoned out for periods of time not being able to focus. When I’m laying in bed before I fall asleep it comes most, I cant sleep I end up worrying or wishing things could be...
Choices.
Everyday is a new day. And it seems that every new day there is always a new problem. You have a choice to either ignore it or try and solve it. Recently I have chosen to ignore, ignore, ignore. All that has done for me is create a bigger problem with lots of little ones to follow. With everything happening and everything being new to me it has made it even harder to solve and get anything that i...