Wondering…
I find myself wondering. Wondering a lot. I always wonder if I could go back and do something different or just not at all, I wonder if things would be different I wonder how things would have changed. I catch myself zoned out for periods of time not being able to focus. When I’m laying in bed before I fall asleep it comes most, I cant sleep I end up worrying or wishing things could be different. If I made better choices if I was more responsible, if i could prevent something from happening. Even though nothing can be changed now. I want to know, just to see.
