Our wishes that never made it.

I'm Jon. I am an 18 year old boy. I attend Stan State. I'm trying to find my place and my purpose.

Struggling.

Recently I’ve been having a hard time adjusting to this new college thing. How to be responsible for myself, having to do things for myself, having to tell myself what i need to do. It sucks, it’s a struggle. I’m just constantly worrying because I am not doing what I need to get done. These last couple days it hit me. I just needed to sack up and get my priorities straight. I need to realize what is most important at this moment. What I NEED to do rather than what I WANT to do. Yeah I want to go and hangout and have fun. But I can’t do any of that until what I NEED to do is done. Yeah maybe I’ll miss out on some laughs, but who cares? When I’m done with whatever I need I’ll have a better time kickin it with my buds. I will feel better, I won’t be worried and everything will have a more positive feel to it.

We all struggle with something everyday. May it not always be school but with, relationships, friends, family, there is always something to worry about and always something we need to deal with. Things will be going good then take a bad turn. We need to be able to see past it and work through it. We need to replace our negative thoughts with positive ones. We can’t let these things get us down. We decide everyday how our day will be, negative or positive. We need to be able to wake up think of the good things we have going for us, what to look forward to. If we wake up and think “oh shit today’s going to be shitty.” We just decided how are day will be. Yeah we know what we have to do that day, but it doesn’t mean we have to make it crap. We should, “Make the best of what we have, where we are, and what we have to do.” This is the only way things will get better, the only way things will start getting positive, by always looking at the positive. By realizing what is important in your life at the moment. It’s tough, it is also a struggle, but for every struggle there is always a resolution, it may not always be want we want, but it will be what we need every time.

IwillIcan

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