Our wishes that never made it.

I'm Jon. I am an 18 year old boy. I attend Stan State. I'm trying to find my place and my purpose.

Guards

We all usually have our guards up. Whether it be a strong one or a weak one. We all have one, it’s just a matter how easy we let someone in, or if we should or not. A lot of us usually keep it up in fear of getting hurt very easily. But there always seems to be that one person that assures you that it’s okay, that we have nothing to fear, they wouldn’t do a thing to cause us to feel down. But in the end it always seems that it never turned out the way how they say it was going to happen. Its the promises that weren’t kept. So it goes back to putting that guard up. Being so stubborn always second guessing and always doubting the next one that comes along. Telling yourself that you’re not going to chase, you’re are not going to give in. But then when I think of doing that, or thinking that other people do that. I think what if the one that will actually be good for you, the one that we we’re actually looking for is in the same boat as you are? Where does that get you? It makes us think so much. But you still don’t want to put you’re guard down. My friend told me “we have to protect our hearts without building walls around it. If it wants you, it’ll find a way to be a part of your life.” Everything thing that we go through is a lesson. I always think when something is going good I go back and think “this wouldn’t of happened if I did this… I’m glad I did.” I believe that everything DOES happen for a reason, but sometimes it just takes a little longer for that reason to come around. We can’t always be afraid. With every good that happens and every hurt that we feel there is always something learned in the end. Learning is never a bad. Just look forward, never stay stuck.

IwillIcan

“Summer is over, and i doubt I’ll be seeing you around”

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