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I know what I want. But searching for it will get me no where, but being impatient doesn’t help me either. Why do I feel for it that so much. It’s coming to that time of year again, and it’s the time of year when it’s perfect to have this. That other someone. That one you can just “hey lets stay in and watch a movie” Then you just chill, or cuddle or do whatever in your sweaters ha. Or “lets go for a walk” and its freezing so you’re both cold but you don’t even care. Then that little thing everyone does “oh my hands our cold”, “oh really? here let me feel” haha. Makes me laugh thinking about it. I don’t know. I’m just in that mood to make someone feel good, to make someone feel like they are important. Feel something they usually don’t. I just want to make that someone else smile. Maybe it’s just me, or maybe I’m weird. ha